Betrayal, Persecution, Abandonment
Are these feelings familiar? If so, your cellular memory may be trying to tell you something.
Our bodies contain the memory of every lifetime we have ever lived and every energetic point we exist. This trilogy of imbalances holds a common link to healer lifetimes and, if this title grabbed your attention, it probably relates to you.
Not sure?
Check off the symptoms below - if you relate to one or more, combined with a physical reaction to what you are reading, eg, a stomach grumble, goosebumps, or a ‘knowing’, you can be fairly sure that there is a message in this for you.
Symptoms
These symptoms are often gathered over a liftetime. They can begin in early childhood, appear in early education, High School, jobs, friendship or community groups.
betrayed and unsupported in relationships
bullied by a parent, sibling, partner, friend, school or workmate, or significant other
repeated patterns of injustice, keenly felt
blamed and unheard
often experience being let down
feelings of ‘alone’, or not belonging
empathic
feel safer in the sidelines (wanting to be at the sides of a classroom or edge of a crowd, disliking malls and other large gathering of people)
combination extrovert/introvert (or extroverted), able to be the life of the party AND being reserved, needing time alone to reset
emotional trauma
‘double-cross’ your legs, wrapping your ankle a second time (find a practical way to retrain this blocking habit here)
Emotional Radar
Frequently, these individuals have retained their intuitive ability and have a radar or barometer that ‘reads’ others’ emotional states. This allows them to notice the mood of the room or person even before they have interacted. Many times, this ability has been honed beyond healthy through hypervigilance developed by traumatic experiences. This results in creating an exhausting physical and mental state where the adrenals frequently or permanently keep them in ‘fight or flight’ mode.
A Test for Past Life and Ancestral Experiences.
Repeatedly, these imbalances are linked to past or ancestral lifetimes where betrayal has occurred. Generally, what is revealed are lifetimes of betrayal and persecution. While there can be many reasons for the persecution, there is a common theme of healers who have been persecuted. This often corresponds with certain occupations in this lifetime that appeal to 'givers’– natural therapists; energy therapists; medical professionals and para-professionals; welfare workers; community, equity and social justice representatives; teachers; psychics, etc. This list is not exhaustive by any means.
The Danger in Healer Lifetimes
This lifetime, this current timeframe, is one of the few historically where it is safe to be a healer. To know that we are not going to be executed for healing. A persecuted healer’s energy does not know this – it contains the coding of trauma and betrayal – the memory of every lifetime ever lived. Male, but mostly female, lifetimes of misunderstanding or living where others were threatened by the abilities of healers resulting in religious, political or social persecution. Witch trials, punishment if advice given was unpalatable, or if an individual treated someone whose life path was to die at that point regardless of therapy, religious reforms, jealousy, and so on.
Our wounds need to come to our attention for us to know what we have the ability to heal, and this is generally through feeling the emotions that relate to the wound.
Co-creators
Is it a surprise then, to learn that when we set up this lifetime – and we all do – that we have given our Higher Self the task of recreating experiences that remind us of the imbalances? Further, that we have agreed with others’ Higher Selves to bring certain experiences to us to help us in this remembering? Quite shockingly for most of us, is the awareness that we are not victims but co-creators, with our Higher Selves working at a metaphysical level for our growth and evolution. (If you are interested in understanding this further, Colin Tipping’s Radical Forgiveness is an enlightening read.)
Other Reasons for Victimisation
Again, as difficult as it may be for some to believe, we regularly interact with people we have strong energetic connections with. Whether loving or as our nemesis. The first is much easier to relate to- the second can take a little more to grasp. Many times, when tested, we discover we have been playing a tit-for-tat game throughout lifetimes. In one life time our nemesis has the power and abuses it, and the next we have power over our nemesis - and abuse it. Or this lifetime may be to correct an injustice where we need to step into our energetic power and create a healthy boundary. The scenarios are vast and varied and all create a different perspective on our experience.
Never Alone
The other commonality in challenging lifetimes where we have set ourselves up for significant learning and healing is the level of support from the angelic realms and our guides.
One of the greatest illusions we have created on Earth is the belief that we are alone. Energetically, we are never alone. We can feel this connection in so many ways. Here are a few to try if it feels safe and resonates with you:
Spiritual guides, Archangels and more. Connect with your spiritual support here:
Divinely Guided
Listen now (10 mins) | Take 10 minutes out of your day to reconnect with your guides, access their advice and healing if appropriate for your highest good. Please feel free to share your comments, like this post if it resonates, and remember to see a Spiritual Healer if you need further support.
Through meditation or simply closing our eyes, we can ‘see’ or feel our connection to our Higher Self and Source. Try the meditation
Enter Your Divine Self
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Listen now (10 mins) | This is a version of the meditation often used in clinic to support connection and obtain healing. Use the meditation as often as you like. When we become familiar with this exercise, we can stay in the space longer and communicate with the part of us that knows everything about us in every lifetime we have ever lived. If you have questions contact me t…
We can visit ourselves at any age – hug, love, and give thanks to our inner child, adolescent or adult for the experiences they have gone through to, helping us to become aware of what it is we are here to heal. Guided meditation below:
An Inner Child Meditation
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Listen now (11 mins) | We are not born with criticism - self, or otherwise. It is something we learn as children through our experiences and observations. In our juvenile stage we have yet to develop the cognitive capacity for reason, and so patterns are unthinkingly repeated.
For the more science minded, reflect on our atomical structure, the structure of everything around us and the universe itself. All is formed of atoms – vibrating particles of energy. When we understand this, we acknowledge that there are no boundaries that can separate energy. For how is the air (made of atoms) separate from our physical body (also comprised of atom)?
Hidden Patterns
As mentioned above, our energy also contains our coding – epigenic and energetic. For those with this betrayal pattern there may also be a litany of limiting sabotages or reversal patterns embedded to subconsciously protect from the dangers experienced in other lifetimes:
It isn’t good for me to get over this problem [because I might die].
It isn’t good for others for me to get over this problem [because my family’s lives may be threatened or they might die].
I have a fear of getting over this problem.
It isn’t possible to get over this problem.
I have unique blocks to getting over this problem.
These are some of the programs that keep us ‘stuck’ in certain cycles or beliefs, the triggers that return us to ‘comfortably uncomfortable’ – and they can be changed.
Evolve!
We are consistently being invited to 'step off the hamster wheel' of illusion, ease past limitations, and move into the unlimited beings we already are. Unsure of your Divine knowing? You may be interested in learning about how to tap into your Divine or Higher Self through Welcome to QHHT or the range of healing meditations on Energy Matters.
With eyes open, we have the ability to rewrite our history, to bring the divine feminine and masculine into balance within both women and men, as we heal and release karmic imbalances collected over lifetimes.
We no longer need live our past. Our individual work not only benefits ourselves and our relationships, but the energy of mass consciousness.
Heal, release, and step into our Divine and infinite possibility.
You matter
Love
Michelle x
Michelle Cowles
Spiritual Healer
Copyright Lakeside Kinesiology 2023
Disclaimer: The information on this page is general, lifestyle information and should not be used to diagnose or treat a health problem or disease.
Quite illuminating to tick off every single one of the above.
I continue to do the work with my higher self and guides through your meditations Michelle.
As you’ve said, it can take time to integrate healing in my current human experience.