Deserving and how 'Energy Matters' Began
Can you comfortably say out loud "I deserve all joy, I deserve all good, I deserve abundance, and I deserve my unconditional love"?
If you can’t read the ‘deck’ or summary under the title above without squirming, consider this:
When did you accept that you weren’t enough exactly as you are?
We are born as infinitely beautiful energy in a body - bright shining lights. And then we dim ourselves, creating belief systems that match those around us rather than holding onto our innate self worth and unconditional love. Yet we have chosen these experiences to match previous lifetimes of limitation. This helps us to remember what we have chosen to heal in this lifetime.
There needs be no judgement of others here. We are healing trauma and evolving every step of the way.
(Not just) Healers and Self-Worth
As you read on, you may be wondering why I started with this topic - and here is why. I have yet to meet a healer who fully embraces their self worth, who sees their gift as requiring full energetic exchange. This stems from lifetimes of betrayals that have challenged self-worth and is triggered in this lifetime by design. Combined with the innate belief they/we are here to share a healing gift and want to relieve others of suffering is a powerful wound indeed.
If you stop and ask yourself how old you were when you accepted limitation - what age were you when you accepted the belief that you weren’t enough as you are, a number will pop into your mind. Mine has been 7 years old. And this is not a coincidence. It is around 7 that we begin to truly forget who we are as we grow our cognitive ability. The part of our conscious mind that applies logic - often at the detriment to our inner knowing.
If you feel that little self needs some healing you will find it in the Inner Child Meditation at the bottom of this article.
Why I Started Energy Matters
And here is the segue.
Working one-to-one is a beautiful practice. However, so much of what occurs in a clinic session is repeated. This set me wondering, how could I support people to learn about common limitations or imbalances, and share some of the self-healing techniques?
Synchronicities then led the way and the shape of clinic days changed. Guided to reduce face-to-face hours, a growing list of more than 60 articles ensued: why we carry the limitations we do, our divine and galactic guidance, self-healing activities and meditations.
One of the things I have tried to grasp is at what point to commit to a paid subscription structure.
I am shown the time is now.
What this Means
My commitment to sharing freely will not change. I truly appreciate your support in every form I have received allowing me to follow this path. My intent is to post a free subscriber article or healing each week and remain available to those who do not feel ready to become paid subscribers at this point. Partly because I recognise that I am acting as a channel for Source and what I receive is for all.
Yet, I want to continue to flourish too!
I have understood for years that honouring someone’s energy, eg, by paying my service providers upfront for example, raised the integrity of the healing I received.
As a kinesiologist and later QHHT practitioner, I learnt that if a client did not believe in what we were doing, continuing with a session was pointless and lacked integrity.
Paid Subscription:
Finally, I am ready to listen to guidance to offer a subscriber service for those who wish to offer energetic exchange through subscriptions - monthly, yearly, founding members, and free.
Philanthropy:
I will also continue to share through philanthropy.
One of my earliest clients said if she won Lotto, she would set up a fund to allow anyone who couldn’t find the funds for a session to access my services. Besides being a heartfelt compliment, it deeply resonated with me. I have continued this notion of philanthropy in three ways:
The commitment to maintaining articles for free subscribers as mentioned above.
Sharing the abundance that comes into Lakeside Kinesiology and Energy Therapies with others such as The Fred Hollows Foundation and within the local community.
Offering healing to those who are not able to fund a session by creating an alternative energetic exchange that we both agree on. These exchanges are limited and on a case by case basis.
And again, here is the link. If this is you at present, and you are genuinely using the healing offered but unable to commit to a full subscription, $12AUD per month, or just over 2 Australian cups of barista coffee - please contact me directly.
An Inner Child Meditation
Listen now (11 mins) | We are not born with criticism - self, or otherwise. It is something we learn as children through our experiences and observations. In our juvenile stage we have yet to develop the cognitive capacity for reason, and so patterns are unthinkingly repeated.
We Matter
Love and blessings to you, wherever this finds you in your journey.
Michelle x
Michelle Cowles
Spiritual Leader/Teacher/Learner
Copyright Michelle Cowles 2023
Healer: Any individual who has chosen a profession or role of caring for others.
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